Pardon The Pace

Maybe I did rush her to rush her mind

Maybe I shouldn't have her thoughts bind

I know I did start, poke her eyes, made her blind

And now, here I am, the tough I have to grind..

I so innocently reached out with a smile

Not knowing that the deed I'd soon file

Like others, no, her standards you'd tell

So, I know the reason why to her I did fell

But, what is good without defining not good

I hereby take steps to erase bad, not be glued

I might be wrong, but let's not play that song

Bring your right, if hot, I'll use even a tong..

Not so long, but long caged in a heart

So long when there is something to hurt

The best we've had and God you know

Not now that the scale tends weigh low

I write with concern of these two

Just because I can't assume a clue

I seek another walk of a clear route

Before you file an invisible law suit

I bear in mind of the mountains you've trod

And the valleys in relief towards your fold

But now, In so, did I unite to create a maze

And then set the best of solution ablaze?

My hook with bait didn't catch a miss

I needed a feast with enlightened bliss

Why would tasty slide to tasteless

Then most rated to meaningless?

As peace you do so love and so you have

There's a way to inject in our nerve

Please, let these lines to you be revealed

And this wild echoes will be sealed

From deep but now to the shallows

I feel I've suffered some strong blows

To handle the stricken one who strikes back

Mending right, leaving left that I did crack..!

I'll stand as I am with my weakness

For I initiated with capital of this business

Allow me to even catch your attention

We address this to the nearest perfection

The state of the moment feels like a drift

Ocean's waves will lead to shore so swift

Is this the way to go, warm hot then cold

I now choose to be wise and be bold..

Of the paths I made you stumble, pardon

Of the pressure I unwillingly applied, pardon

Of the absence I filled your life, pardon

Of the wavering trust I assumed, pardon

Of my failure to obligations, pardon

My mistakes, my all....

Pardon.